Sunday, January 13, 2008
9:02 PM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
9:31 PM
So cute! =)
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9:18 PM
Maple time! =)
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9:10 PM
Mount faber sunset view.. Taken when i went on a outing trip with dardar and his family.
Maple time! =)
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
8:42 PM
Pictures of valetine day..
me and dardar..
the candle ..
my gifts from dar..
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
2:32 PM
Happy valentine day=)
&
Happy 1 year anniversary!! 14/2
time pass so fast dar.. so fast it's our one year together le.. yeah..
Been through alot together rite.. got tough and good times.. But hope we can still continue to overcome all the bad times together and share all the good times together.. Fight the battle together.. =)
Still rmbr 1 yr ago at city hall wat happen? haha.. the flower and u asking me to be ur gf.. hahha.. tinking back is so funny.. But i'm really glad to have u in my life dar=)
Anyway on valentine day (oso our one yr anniversary), dardar really gave me lots of surprises=) oh i LOVE surprises.. And most importantly, the surprises must come from the right person which is u dar=) muacks~ Only then will i be the happiest girl on earth=)
Met dar at city hall and he show up with a cutely wrap baby minnie =) It's so cute! -hearts-
Then went watch movie together and walk walk ard..
And dardar told me dat there's more surprises waiting for me.. i was like was other surprises? haha.. And true enough the MAIN surprise came only at dinner time=)
Cos i still dunno where he's taking me for dinner..
I was confused when he bring me back to his place for dinner.. Then dar told me to close my eyes.. I did and when i open my eyes, i was so touch.. It was a candlelight dinner at his room.. Omg.. It's so sweet of him.. ha..
Later on when i asked him why he choose to have a candlelight dinner at his room, he told me dat is cos at his room is the best place as it's a place with most privacy.. omg.. so sweet.. =) Now i understand why is a dinner dat i cant find in any other place=)
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OUR LOVE IS NEVER ENDING! =) <3
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
12:18 AM
im feeling stress-tire-ingitated-angry-confuse-sad-dissapointed-fatihless...........
wats wrong nowadays?... we used to be fine when did it turn out tis way... i am nt sure.. i cant remember the last time that we didnt had a big arguement for at least a week.. our relationship have taken a BIG TURN DOWN... i can see it i can feel it i can sense it...and i have no idea how to solve it.. and in the end after my own concludtion i conclude that there is no way to solve tis big problem of ours ... i do realise that i am totally stuck and traped in tis situtation which i have no control.... the problem with mi tis person is that when i am nt in control thats when i get crazy and stress easily i cant bring myself to trust that " things will turn out fine , thing will trun out better" because to mi things will onli turn out fine and ok when its within my control and every single movment is in my plan... and i think thats instead of think y its happening tis way or how to solve it .. i guess its better just to forget about it and move on ...
i am a super big MCP ... and we all noe MCP =male chavlious pig... dear your tis husban have a SUPER BIG ego .... i really cant stand disrespect to mi... death befor dishonor i used to say... the onli person that can lecture mi is my parent .. NO ONE ELSE IN TIS WORLD CAN DARE LECTURE MI ..for you dear i take it thats its normal for a wife to lecture her husband ONCE IN AWHILE...don disrespect mi dear pls.. i mean tis is mi i really cant torelate anyone disrespecting mi .. i really cant...pls talk to mi with respectful phrases , words , sentences...
i been preety busy tis few days...one thing is the common test that is just over yesterday.. and which i have a very big problem in it.. but i just hope that i can make it through.. and i just cant help but worrying bout my math because if i fail again then thats it for mi and my poly life .. it will be so disapointing to my parents.. i may seem fine and happy everyday but deep inside its actually filled with fear... another thing is the 14 of feb...our one year is coming .. and i have to plan it all out ..tis time most of the thing is done personally de.. i need alot of time .. nt onli am i rushing for idea .. i am oso rushing for time .. and energy .. but i cant because i still have to go here go there... its very hectic trust mi.... i stressing that thing might nt turn out fine because if they don i am very sure i am going to hear about my lously planning for the next whole year...
y am i always complaining that i am tire and all.. dear pls think for mi too ... i really have alot of thing at my hand i am planning so hard for my beloved wife and until now so close to valtine and we are still arguing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....its nt importance who started it .. i don care .. but can we just stop it ... stop it !!!... y... wat izit that i have don i am really tire really really tire .. i am so angry always befor we are together i have nv been angry more then one time per half month... and now i am practically angry......everyday...i am really sick.. everytime you try to push mi to my limit dear i am human too .. and at the start of our relationship i have aready pre-inform you that i tis person can go abit crazy at times.. so pls don push mi .. every time i go over angry i really feel like tearing my body apart i wan to peel off my scalp from my head.. i feel like tearing my face off.. i feel like killing myself because its really very painful inside my body its really painful inside my body.. i wan to let out all that inside mi..... dear i aready trid to avoid it but nt encouraging an argument giving less comment when we argue..BUT DON PUSH IT.. i will nv commit sucide because i think about my parent if i every leave them alone i will so unfilliful.. because when they are old i will be the onli one left to take care of them its my responsiblility to take care of their old age...and on the other side there you are pushing mi to the edge.. i am sorry but thats how i feel .. i alway try to tell you to follow some of the thing i pratice beacuse i have come a long way and i realise that some way fo doing thing is better and i wan to share them with you ...
every time that we argue things are alway my fault without fail... i am really sick of that .. we are both young adult le .. pls stop using the lously-useless method of pushing the blame around and instead of coming up with solution and each one take a step back.. maybe to you i have nv take any steps back but its really alot le .. you say i alway tell you to think bout the thing that i done for you .. but how many time have you really go and think....GO AND THINK..don feel anything?.. ofcourse because its nt done by you ...i am really hurt when i hear you say 'i don care'... 'can you pls care for mi ?'.. all tis really hurts mi ... how many time have i given to you selflessly.. everytime in the train i alway give you the seat first .. ya maybe tis are all wat a bf should do .. and i nv did complain did i? but did you remember ?... because it came too easy izit?...
you said i am a flirting guy .. ya i am a pretty flirting guy befor we are together .. but i can swear yo god and place my head to say that in the period that we are together i have NEVER I REPEAT NEVER...and i am nt afraid because i am clear to myself and my conius(lian xin)that i have NEVER don anything unfaithful within our period TOGETHER...that y stop accuseing mi ... y i nv ARGURE with you bout tis?.. because i don wan to ARGURE with you but now that i come to think of it i have never NEVER...
SEE tis ... i am nt sure bout other guy outside .. but i don have to lie because i am afraid to get scolded because i nv fear anyone..yes sometime i lie to you bout small little thing because i wan to avoid an arugment.. well you say little thing count too and i accept that ... but remember i don have to lile because i am scare to be scolded i am nv scared and i won allow anyone to treat mi like a pet and try to lecture mi and teach mi how to be a person unless that person is a senior...
and when some time thing are nt to your way and i don do wat you wan mi to do .. its nt my fault... don alway blame mi when you cant get wat you wan...
tis is all i have to say ......
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Friday, February 09, 2007
10:14 PM
It's so sad dat u sign out without telling me.. And ur excuses is always u r tired.. Dar jux a simple 'byebye' oso need alot of effort to say? Jux a simple 'dear, dun sad or angry le' oso cant say to me? Is all those really too much to ask from u? and when i call u back at least i still willing to call u back.. I ask u u sign out le ar? At first i still tot u dc.. Den u say 'ya.'
I asked 'why never tell me?'
U replied ' Now tell u can? Now tell you oso the same'
And u say u are tired and ask me not to call u again..
Dar dun u tink u are abit too much?
In fact it's really too much..
It's not the same dar.. If is u who call to tell me u sign out le den tings would be different.. If i didnt call u, den izzit i would never have noe u dun wan play le? Dar it's really not the same dar.. It's not the same..
It's really very hurting.. Ur words hurts me.. It hurts dar.. It hurts.. Why would u hurt me if u love me?
You say u dunno y r we arguing again and asked me why.. Why dun u ask urself oso? Why izzit dat u cant do it?
Dar i'll really appreciate it if u will take initiative.. Really..
Dun wait till it's too late dar..
Why izzit dat u are always making me cry..
You ask me not to call u le.. I wont.. Doubt dat u'll call me cos most of the time is i call de..
I might be stubborn
I might be emotional
I might be sensitive
I might be short temper
I might be insecure
But u r so insensitive to my feelings..
I really have nth more to say now..
Izzit really so hard for u to take initiative? Knowing dat i'm angry but u didnt even try to make me not angry..
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1:06 AM
Dar why must u lie to me bout so many so many ting.. It's really sadden me alot.. Whenever i ask u sth u will lie jux to cover up for it.. I'm not blur or blind dar.. i got eyes to see.. You always deny but like i say u r denying.. I really hope dat u can tell the truth dar.. pls.. DUN LIE TO ME EVER AGAIN.. i hate ppl who lie to me.. really.. Especially when i found out the truth is not wat dat person say at all..
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
10:35 PM
Call it the eternal embrace.
Archaeologists in Italy have discovered a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, hugging each other.
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